We had our first youth summer fellowship today. I am thankful that even there were only 13 people who came, I felt the joy and peace in me that I do not usually feel because I was too frustrated of the low head count. It was different. The kids are still aloof towards each group since it was the first time they were mixed together. It was simple and essential. It was really great. After the fellowship we dropped by the hospital to check out Brznf. He is still having headaches. I am in need of isolation. For contemplation and seeking His will. Each time my calling to go to the mission field is getting near.. indirect but present.